I found myself enjoying things that I used think I really didn’t like. None of the changes I made felt impossible or overwhelming. My pre-fasting diet wasn’t hard to adjust to my fasting diet.
I don’t celebrate my wins. I don’t celebrate because I don’t think that the “wins” are significant enough. I don’t count up the little things. I also pigeon-hole my concept of wins to the goals I have set; so, if I do good at something that isn’t on my goal list, it doesn’t count. Basically […]
How did I go from what is the best thing that happened to I suck and don’t deserve to be happy.
91 days in the wilderness of quarantine, and here at the end my Ebenezer. Every need met, and so many wants satisfied.
I lingered on the outskirts of everything and not knowing how to join. I can’t just push my way in, that’s rude. I can’t show anyone that I want to be included, that’s needy. I certainly can’t just come out and say I feel lost and alone, that’s just plain pathetic.